in which I can scream at the top of my lungs and no one can hear.
That's what I want.
I love my child more every day. I still don't understand how I am capable of such love, and how I will be able to love baby boy as much as I do Ansley.
But that doesn't change the fact that on nights like tonight, I sometimes wish I didn't have kids. She.was.awful.
I know it was primarily because she was so tired, and she doesn't understand that certain things have to happen so she can go to sleep. But, seriously.
How in the world am I going to handle 2?
Monday, February 27, 2012
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
If you aren't invited, go home.
We had an unwanted visitor at our house last week. And some of the week before.
And it was not wanted. And it would NOT leave.
Out of no where last Saturday, the kiddo spiked a fever, fell asleep in my lap, and then stopped eating. Occasionally, when the drugs kicked in, she was her normal self, pleading for Legos and M&Ms and her pea-win jom joms (translation: penguin pajamas).
Then, the liquid hit the diaper. And it didn't stop. For a week.
Ansley kept complaining that her stomach hurt, but in the world of a 2 year old, I couldn't tell if it hurt because she was sick or hurt because she hadn't eaten. Either way, she wasn't very pleasant to be around. Both because she was grumpy, and, well, she smelled pretty bad.
Wednesday I woke up feeling... weird. As I ate my Frosted Mini Wheats, my mouth became void of any moisture. And it was weird. And then I understood what Ansley meant when she was telling me her stomach hurt. It felt like someone was digging in my abdomen with a rusty knife. A rusty dull knife.
Luckily, the inside kid decided to chill out and not batter me from the inside at the same time.
Oh, and then, the, um, poospolsions hit. While I was teaching. And was the only girl that had access to a bathroom in a coach's office. And I'm pretty sure the coach was embarrassed for me. And maybe a little impressed.
So I left work and went home. To bed. I left my kid at the sitters and went home.
And I stayed there Thursday. In bed. And couldn't really eat, which worked in my favor by halting the trips to the bathroom.
And they stayed halted. Until today. I finally felt normal today. Ate every meal. Wanted every meal.
The hubs still seems in the clear. No pain. No unusual, um, movements. Hopefully he has escaped the wrath of the 2012 Stomach Bug.
I wouldn't wish is on anyone. Well, maybe a few people.
But no one I really like.
And it was not wanted. And it would NOT leave.
Out of no where last Saturday, the kiddo spiked a fever, fell asleep in my lap, and then stopped eating. Occasionally, when the drugs kicked in, she was her normal self, pleading for Legos and M&Ms and her pea-win jom joms (translation: penguin pajamas).
Then, the liquid hit the diaper. And it didn't stop. For a week.
Ansley kept complaining that her stomach hurt, but in the world of a 2 year old, I couldn't tell if it hurt because she was sick or hurt because she hadn't eaten. Either way, she wasn't very pleasant to be around. Both because she was grumpy, and, well, she smelled pretty bad.
Wednesday I woke up feeling... weird. As I ate my Frosted Mini Wheats, my mouth became void of any moisture. And it was weird. And then I understood what Ansley meant when she was telling me her stomach hurt. It felt like someone was digging in my abdomen with a rusty knife. A rusty dull knife.
Luckily, the inside kid decided to chill out and not batter me from the inside at the same time.
Oh, and then, the, um, poospolsions hit. While I was teaching. And was the only girl that had access to a bathroom in a coach's office. And I'm pretty sure the coach was embarrassed for me. And maybe a little impressed.
So I left work and went home. To bed. I left my kid at the sitters and went home.
And I stayed there Thursday. In bed. And couldn't really eat, which worked in my favor by halting the trips to the bathroom.
And they stayed halted. Until today. I finally felt normal today. Ate every meal. Wanted every meal.
The hubs still seems in the clear. No pain. No unusual, um, movements. Hopefully he has escaped the wrath of the 2012 Stomach Bug.
I wouldn't wish is on anyone. Well, maybe a few people.
But no one I really like.
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Recently
How's about a few pictures to give you a peek into our lives recently.
We are excited about adding another arrow to the quiver. And not that I am disappointed, but I just haven't been impressed with the baby boy clothing options. And I know it is about so much more, but, seriously? It's like you really only have a few options: sports, frogs, trucks and dinos. All great in their own right, but not nearly as cute as all those little girl options out there.
We celebrated Christmas. It was fun and festive and special. It was the first Christmas without everyone though. My grandpa passed in September, and my little sis was hugely pregnant and wisely opted against the 20+ hour drive home. But, we still had a fun time. Ansley seemed to enjoy it more this year, actually opening presents and wanting to play with her toys immediately. She didn't get any clothes, which is proving to be a little bit of a problem. Cause she keeps growing. And Growing. And GROWING. Seriously, since spring, she's gone up two sizes each season. And now, with about 2 months of cold left, she has outgrown nearly all of her pants and shirts and winter dresses. So, this is how she spends a lot of her time:
There are some battles I just don't feel like fighting these days. Most mornings, I drop her off with the sitter in her pjs. Well, not the sitter in her pjs, but Ansley in her pjs. On the weekends, we are both in our pjs until the afternoon. And, sometimes, she doesn't have any clothes on at all. And, I'm ok with that.
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| Baby Boy, set to arrive in May |
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| Christmas, 2011 |
We celebrated Christmas. It was fun and festive and special. It was the first Christmas without everyone though. My grandpa passed in September, and my little sis was hugely pregnant and wisely opted against the 20+ hour drive home. But, we still had a fun time. Ansley seemed to enjoy it more this year, actually opening presents and wanting to play with her toys immediately. She didn't get any clothes, which is proving to be a little bit of a problem. Cause she keeps growing. And Growing. And GROWING. Seriously, since spring, she's gone up two sizes each season. And now, with about 2 months of cold left, she has outgrown nearly all of her pants and shirts and winter dresses. So, this is how she spends a lot of her time:
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| In "jommies" |
OR
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| Sans clothing. |
There are some battles I just don't feel like fighting these days. Most mornings, I drop her off with the sitter in her pjs. Well, not the sitter in her pjs, but Ansley in her pjs. On the weekends, we are both in our pjs until the afternoon. And, sometimes, she doesn't have any clothes on at all. And, I'm ok with that.
So, that's what we have been up to. Babies and toddlers and holidays and... just, stuff.
It's a good life though, and we're happy to live it.
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